I'm updating... woopee.
My second trip on the Topa Express hasn't been as smooth as the first. But it's not Topa's fault. Actually, Topa is probably helping me.
I started having some weird things going on before I started Topa again, which was a contributing factor in me deciding I should give it a go again. I was having moments of EXTREME deja vu that lasted off an on ALL day and I would get this strange smoke smell that no one else could smell. Then one day, roughly 3 weeks for starting Topa, I was waiting in my doctors office and I started whiting out. I wasn't nervous or anything. I couldn't even explain why it happened, but for like 45 minutes the nurses had a hard time getting me to stay from not whiting out. My blood pressure kept dropping and then leveling off, my heart would race. I was get pale but never sweat. I just felt dizzy and weak. But I was calm and could talk. I wasn't nervous, just couldn't figure out was going on. Then it passed. Then the same thing happened a week later, but didn't last as long. This time I was really shaky and had a heavy smell of smoke everywhere like my house was on fire. My doctor strapped a holter monitor on me, which only showed two irregular beats (good!). And I thought this will pass then. I had dysautonomia when I was pregnant with my daughter (she'll be 3 in august), so I'm no stranger to passing out.
Well, I didn't even think to mention this to my neurologist because it hadn't happened since those two times, and I just went in to my appointment gunho on getting my Topamax back.
Then, bam, now I'm having near syncope episodes up to 7-9 times a day. I failed my work renewal physical because of it yesterday and was taken off duty
until my neurologist clears me. They've ruled out my heart and everyone is sure it's neurological. They are talking seizures of some kind - both my
endocrinologist (who was the first one I was brave enough to mention this to) and my GP is thinking this might be the case seeing as I'm smelling smoke and
deja vu. I was shocked when I googled de ja vu and it came up with that - I just thought it was some weird feeling you get. Darn, I'm not psychic after
all! lol
I wasn't supposed to see my neurologist until July 18th, and I'd been trying desperatly to get in sooner, but to no avail. Even my doctor's office
had tried twice. But yesterday, after having to lay me off work (doc said he could conciously place me a situation where I would be caring for children - ok
doc you wanna take my two then???), he called my neurologist and spoke to him PERSONALLY. 30 minutes after leaving my GP's office my neuro's office
calls and said he'd like to see me the 27th, which is the next day he's in the office. Sweet. Nice kicking butt doc.
I don't have much experience with seizures, or what not. My uncle has epilepsy, but he always had the whole Gran Mal seizures that put him on the floor
twitching everywhere. I know I don't do that. I don't even lose concious. I do know my face is numb. I keep smelling strange things. I do space out
occassionaly (according to my co-workers). I have been waking up ALOT lately choking and with the feeling that I've stopped breathing. It's very
unsettling and I can't get back to sleep for a minute, it's like I have to remember to breath and I get really anxious. I've done this in the past,
occasionally, but nothing like lately. I've been stressed because of school and the doctor told me any underlining conditions will be hightened because of
stress.
I'm inclined to think these have something to do with my migraines, at least until the neuro tells me otherwise. All though, I'm not having any
headaches until after I have the near syncope and then every episode brings them on. And it's not a migraine headache. Odd, I know.
I also have an endcrinologist who is trying to schedule a water deprivation test at a facility that doesn't do water deprivation tests because he says my
blood work and tests are coming back suggestive of Diabetes Insipidus. I'm inclined to think my body is just falling apart... not a good thing at 28.
And that's my update, folks. Migrainers? Seizers? Any input would be very, very appreciative. I'm so lost right now.
